I have an insurmountable & incisive need to write english & speak english o.O
I think i do have MDP )))) maniс-depressed phsychosis )))) at last ))
Now, I'm at first stage of pendulum's traectory )))))) Poor me ))))) Yesterday i wanted to die, to cry etc ))))) It was the last stage )))) now i'm full of dubious energy, want to write stupid thing, dance, love former favourites etc ) It's the first stage, again.
Damned cyclicity )))
How should i fight it, i wonder ) I've the only one way )))) That is pray & participation in Communion... 'couse i do not want to fall again into depressed hole at all. I'm so tired of myself!!! )
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У меня непреодолимая острая потребность писать и говорить на английском о.О
Я все-таки думаю, у меня МДП ))) Маниакально-депрессивный психоз ))))
Сейчас я на начальной стадии траектории маятника ))) Бедная я. Вчера Я хотела сдохнуть, плакать и т.п. ))) Это была последняя стадия. Теперь я полна сомнительной энергии, желания писать глупости, плясать, любить бывших фаворитов и т.п. ) И это первая стадия снова
Проклятая цикличность)))
Как с этим бороться, интересно мне ))) У меня единственный способ )))) Молиться и причащаться... ибо я совершенно не хочу снова впасть в депрессивную яму опять. Я так устала от себя!!
@настроение:
я повторяюсь... когда-то такой пост уже был...
@темы:
"...рассказ о том, что ему не интересно"(с),
Грустное,
Разное,
Я,
Психология-Психиатрия и т.п
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22.07.2010 в 19:27Szabo is included among the former favourites, yes? ))))
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22.07.2010 в 22:33Szabo is included among the former favourites, yes? ))))
Of course, he is!!! He is in the first place
after f.C., who is in SPb right now
!!!I had a strong wish to write T&J further ))) but i worked )) Kick me at least)))))
Cryptkeeper
I just want to practise english, & depression has no attitude to that language =)
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22.07.2010 в 23:07Well, good! Szabo is always good! )))
Um... who is f.C? Have I missed something? )
*Jumping up and down* T&J! T&J! Go, go, T&J! *Is about to give a virtual kick in mid-jump but thinks better of it* Come on, T&J!
*Whispering* "Connection". "Attitude" is more about, you know, emotional attitude towards something
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22.07.2010 в 23:27Um... who is f.C? Have I missed something? )
Father Capulet )))) Russian version of ))) "папа Капа" I ment )))))
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Would you better talk to me about Tybalt, please? ))))) Dear Cryptkeeper helped me a lot with her post about R&J
*Whispering*
Thank you very much!
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23.07.2010 в 11:10Oh, those are just quibbles and nothing more; while the foreign language may be a pure pleasure to speak especially if you try to understand not only the meaning of the words but the way another, foreign people think. For the language is not for the communication only, it also expresses the way of thinking of the nation.
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Practice is the best!
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23.07.2010 в 11:46I'm far from being linguist or sociologist, who is interested in way of thinking os somebody ) Though I feel different when talking another language. I like etimoligy, it's interesting to me to learn modern & old meaning of a word or to view it's transformation or something like that. But i guess i need to speak (not unfortunately speak, but read & write) english now to rise my self-rating & emerge upward. 13 years ago I could talk english well, but no i cannot, But i feel pleasure, when realise, that i understand the construction of texts & can be understood myself )
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23.07.2010 в 22:11ah, I should have guessed that! Yes, I have to agree, he is very good, too ))
Tybalt? What shall I tell you about Tybalt? He's neurotic, haunted, unhappy, and deserves Juliet way more than Romeo does. Or even Paris, really. *kick*
i need to speak (not unfortunately speak, but read & write)
You lucky girl! For me the hardest part is actually speaking a language ))) I tend to maul the grammar horribly if I don't have the time to think.
Cryptkeeper
Of course language reflects the mentality )) That's what drives me nuts about English. I mean, look at Shakespearean English - it was such a beautiful, complex language, but they'd simplified it so much since then that I just want to cry. Still, English is now nice and concise. In fact, I find it's better for prose than Russian - although Russian is definitely the best for poetry! ))